Things have not been easy. And my heart doesn't realize it's still hurting so deeply until I am alone, in the dark.
In the darkness, the silence whispers to me stories of memories and moments with you. In the darkness, I can't pretend to forget; the sobs escaping my chest are reminders that I will always remember.
It's painful, when you realize that some journeys are meant to be traveled on your own; that in order to go forward, you must leave certain things, people, or places behind. There's always the tendency and desire to hold on, but I've learned time and time again that you cannot move on without letting go. Otherwise, you risk betraying your own soul; your own potential to grow.
But there has always been something freeing in getting lost. For oftentimes, it is while getting lost that we usually find our own way again.
I'm finding my own way again. And up ahead, where I am heading, there are no wrong turns.